I watch you watch me, (I watch you want me)

is a 27 minute long detailed testimony of the filmmaker’s experience of being r*ped and the impact it has on her life.
This film is an exploration of how trauma transforms over time, the power of denial and repression, and the importance of community support. The film combines still, moving, color, and black and white images to represent the past echoes and present implications of this traumatic event. Repetitive images and voice over demonstrate how trauma is not a linear process, but rather one that fluctuates between healing and despair.

This is a short clip, if you would like to watch the whole film please email me !

I would be happy to send it along.